Forest dream 5  If it is a gift to experience amnesia around pain is it a curse that ecstasy can also confound our recollection? 

   Ecstasy travels three different paths. It can arrive through any of our our earthly senses. It emerges in spiritual epiphanies. It comes when the mind suddenly solves difficult problems.

   In whatever form, its glories drench our being with what seems like the highest joy life can offer. Since the mind has so much trouble recalling the ecstatic we seek to repeat such soul filling experiences in various ways. The wisest among us figure out the difference between transaction-based versus love-filled encounters.

   If I eat food simply to fill my stomach I satisfy my appetite. Once my desire has been met the experience is not worth recollecting. If I savor each bite of food & each sip of wine than I live the ecstasy that can only flow from love's passion.

   The same is true in sexual encounters. A man sleeping with a prostitute may experience an orgasm but neither person will experience ecstasy. That hallowed moment is reserved for lovers. 

   On the road to Damascus Paul of Tarsus was visited by a classic spiritual epiphany. Maybe you felt this on the day your calling sang clear. 

   After years of painting mandalas Liz Wessel knows when something special has come from her brush. Most photographs I have made miss the mark. Because I have been looking so long I know when an image creates ecstasy for me. 

   When you solved your first Algebra problem or figured out a puzzle or got a joke your mind rejoiced.

   Every ecstatic experience shares one thing in common: love. Without it "satisfaction" is cheaply won and ultimately devoid of meaning. With it, ecstasy is truly worth recollecting with gratitude. 

 -Erie Chapman

Photograph by Erie     

11 responses to “Days 140-144 – Recollections of Ecstasy”

  1. Teresa Reynolds Avatar
    Teresa Reynolds

    The journal brings such a fresh perspective to my mornings. I love how ecstasy feeds the soul and how every culture has it’s own way of inviting this flourish into hearts and minds. I’m drawn this morning to recollecting my own and having it feed me across the day. The photograph is especially poignant as it reveals this moment of seeming vulnerability amidst the protection of the forest. Such a beautiful metaphor.
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  2. Julie Laverdiere Avatar
    Julie Laverdiere

    I feel ecstasy when I see the sunrise and sunset. The colors come only from God.

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  3. JVD Avatar
    JVD

    Amnesia to past pain is part of the ecstasy. Part of the karma that needs to be let go.
    I do not see ecstasy as a curse that confounds our recollection. Since we are who we think we are, is it not better to be a collection of happiness, rather than a vile soup of depressing painful memories. Is it not better to recognize the stereotype that tries to contain us and use it as a step to building a better self. That is our challenge. To grow outside our comfort zone. And the taste, the sensation of ecstasy is well worth the travels.
    Ecstasy is defined by some as a trance, an awareness of the energy outside ones self. The problem with ecstasy is that it can lead to addiction. It takes a true devotion and a lot of dedicated time. Whereas lately, society is only in to ‘life’ for the short term and the shortcuts to achieve a goal. But Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland was written 150 years ago, so we cannot just blame today for our future. So much philosophy, so little time (said the White Rabbit).
    I am still working on my first algebra problem.
    Sometimes a photograph is a painting awaiting the brush of illumination. The mind’s eye and the camera’s eye seem to align better in Photoshop (new layer). Lately when I see a black and white picture like your beautifully composed shot, I tend to add a dash of color. I was experimenting with adding the color of moss on the fallen tree limb and a very pale sky blue at the top.
    I try to be the silent witness when I take photographs. You are the witness and the story teller.
    I am jealous/envious of Liz’s mandalas. They take me to inner worlds and then eject me out to a reflective plain of thought. Swirled around on waves of color, circling back and forth.
    Ecstasy can be as simple as a song that transports you to your Love.

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  4. ~liz Wessel Avatar

    Your ending line crystallizes in an uncommon but noble truth, Erie.
    It is not always easy to express our love in words as it flows from deep within. Love is an immeasurable gift, an ecstatic feeling of coming home, of being known and loved with a recognition, a remembering of our truest Self discovered in the eyes of our Beloved.

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  5. Erie Chapman Foundation Avatar

    Thank you once again, JVD. So glad you found us and we found you. I love your comment “I am still working on my first algebra problem.”
    I have experimented quite a bit using color with black and white and actually did it with this photograph but chose to post straight black and white. Unfortunately, images that include nudes startle lots of people including some readers of the journal. I hope to make a small change in that anxiety level by encouraging people to embrace art as the opposite of pornography.

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  6. Erie Chapman Foundation Avatar

    Thank you, Julie. You have had a such intense experience of pain that you understand life very deeply.

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  7. Erie Chapman Foundation Avatar

    Thank you so much, Teresa, for your insight that “ecstasy feeds the soul.” Thank you also for noticing the photograph as an expression of vulnerability. Yes, metaphorical.

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  8. Erie Chapman Foundation Avatar

    “Love is…an ecstatic feeling of coming home…” Thank you for this, Liz.

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    Anonymous

    Erie: when an individual experiences “Ecstacy” as you say “Love and appreciation is involved”. This reminds me when a man puts a ring on the finger of his future bride to be here Love flows between both of them and their passion for one another grows closer. Similarly when a child receives and appreciates a gift from his or her parents -love is expressed, the souls of the child and parents are entwined. When we sing Hymns of praises to the Lord our beings are uplifted and we experience Joy Unspeakable. We are wonderfully made! swbeng

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  10. JVD Avatar
    JVD

    A wonderful observation on Erie’s words. Though we read the same words, our own experiences give us such different worlds to/for expression. Thank you for yours, and the reminder that we are all wonderfully made!

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  11. erie chapman Avatar
    erie chapman

    Thank you so much, Suan. Love the way you have applied this reflection in life.

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