If it is a gift to experience amnesia around pain is it a curse that ecstasy can also confound our recollection?
Ecstasy travels three different paths. It can arrive through any of our our earthly senses. It emerges in spiritual epiphanies. It comes when the mind suddenly solves difficult problems.
In whatever form, its glories drench our being with what seems like the highest joy life can offer. Since the mind has so much trouble recalling the ecstatic we seek to repeat such soul filling experiences in various ways. The wisest among us figure out the difference between transaction-based versus love-filled encounters.
If I eat food simply to fill my stomach I satisfy my appetite. Once my desire has been met the experience is not worth recollecting. If I savor each bite of food & each sip of wine than I live the ecstasy that can only flow from love's passion.
The same is true in sexual encounters. A man sleeping with a prostitute may experience an orgasm but neither person will experience ecstasy. That hallowed moment is reserved for lovers.
On the road to Damascus Paul of Tarsus was visited by a classic spiritual epiphany. Maybe you felt this on the day your calling sang clear.
After years of painting mandalas Liz Wessel knows when something special has come from her brush. Most photographs I have made miss the mark. Because I have been looking so long I know when an image creates ecstasy for me.
When you solved your first Algebra problem or figured out a puzzle or got a joke your mind rejoiced.
Every ecstatic experience shares one thing in common: love. Without it "satisfaction" is cheaply won and ultimately devoid of meaning. With it, ecstasy is truly worth recollecting with gratitude.
-Erie Chapman
Photograph by Erie

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