The woman in the museum rests against a door jam. Is she at rest within?
Surrounded by some of the finest human-made beauty at the Art Institute of Chicago she has the chance to rest in awe. Has she yet received the love she seeks?
There can never be too much love. There can never be too much beauty. Both are free. Yet they are often withheld as if spending them would bankrupt both giver & receiver.
David Hart expresses this perfectly in The Experience of God. "In the dawn of life we sense with a perfect immediacy… how miraculous it is…As we age…we lose our sense of the intimate otherness of things; we allow habit to displace awe…"
It is so hard to escape habit. You hang a painting & admire it. Days later it begins to vanish from your awareness. Years may go by with your painting unseen.
Hart writes, "there are only fleeting instants scattered throughout our lives when all at once, our defenses momentarily relaxed, we find ourselves brought to a pause by a sudden unanticipated sense of the utter uncanniness of the reality we inhabit… One realizes that everything about the world that seems so unexceptional and drearily predictable is in fact charged with an immense and imponderable mystery. (italics added.)
Why do we erect defenses against beauty? It takes new seeing & real practice to look with sacred eyes.
Why are we so often miserly with our love? Because love can be painful.
Yet, if you have ever loved anyone or anything you have discovered that the subject of your love is endlessly interesting, always simultaneously familiar, new & exciting.
Rest in awe of Love's gifts. Celebrate them every day as they emerge miraculous from your secret, sacred heart.
Erie Chapman
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