Manzanita Tree in Winter 1-11-2018
THE WINTER OF LISTENING

What is precious
inside us does not
care to be known
by the mind
in ways that diminish
its presence.

What we strive for
in perfection
is not what turns us
into the lit angel
we desire.

What disturbs
and then nourishes
has everything
we need.

What we hate
in ourselves
is what we cannot know
in ourselves but
what is true to the pattern
does not need
to be explained.

Inside everyone
is a great shout of joy
waiting to be born.

And
here
in the tumult
of the night
I hear the walnut
above the child’s swing
swaying
its dark limbs
in the wind
and the rain now
come to
beat against my window
and somewhere
in this cold night
of wind and stars
the first whispered
opening of
those hidden
and invisible springs
that uncoil
in the still summer air
each yet
to be imagined
rose.

Excerpt : The Winter of Listening
From River Flow
New and Selected Poems
©David Whyte and Many Rivers Press

Shared by Liz Sorensen Wessel
Watercolor by ~liz

7 responses to “Days 11-12 A Cold Winter’s Night”

  1. ~liz Wessel Avatar

    I drew this watercolor during the last two evenings. It is always a mystery to me what might manifest. Sr. Madeleva, artist, friend and bearer of Light, encourages students to keeping working with your artistic expression. She uses the metaphor of life. Just as the colors might run together and become brown, muddy and messy don’t throw it way. Keep working with it until something good and worthwhile shines forth.
    When I finished my little watercolor, I looked for a poem that might resonate with the image. Finally, satisfied that I found one that seemed a match, I slipped off to bed and was asleep in an instant.
    Curiously, in the middle of the night the smoke alarm went off beeping wildly with a voice calling out fire, fire. Just as the chair was positioned to climb up and disarm the contraption, the racket stopped. Twenty minutes later, a repeat performance but wait this alarm does not have batteries that can be removed. After trying to smash it, Woody stuffed it into the cedar chest to stifle the sound. Then regaining composure, attempted again until, success.
    Ah, sigh, will try going back to sleep…shortly thereafter a large flash of lightning and moments later a large boom of thunder shook the house and seemed to roll on for an eternity. Rain began to pour down tumultuously from the sky. A car alarm went off sounding another loud warning; a clue that the lightning struck close.
    A few minutes later my son was up and remarked on the event. Half laughing, John said, “Wow, I thought it was a bomb and I was going to die.” Admittedly, lightning and thunder in CA is rare, exciting to witness and somewhat of a novelty. I remember growing up on the east coast and the storms in New England. Although more common lightning and thunder was a phenomenon that left me awestruck every time.
    Nature is so powerful and literally, I am reminded how life as we know it can change in a flash and we can never take anything for granted, most especially our loved ones.
    Well, it’s the middle of the wee hours of the morning and I was going to ditch the poem and instead share these simple words with you on a cold winter’s night. But I like too much…so I decided to just leave you this post script comment. May you be safe, warm and cozy in bed. Now I will tuck back in and fall fast asleep (ever hopeful).

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  2. Julie Avatar
    Julie

    Thank you Liz! Gosh, those alarms are annoying when instead of danger lurking, it is time for a battery change! But all of this noise in the middle of the night, thinking of danger, lead to a pause, and beauty.

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  3. Erie Chapman Foundation Avatar

    This might well be my favorite of Whyte’s many spectacular poems and along with that this peaceful watercolor of yours is also among my favorites:
    “What disturbs
    and then nourishes
    has everything
    we need.”
    This strange and accurate notion is that what nourishes us also first disturbs us is at the heart of your creativity and your strong spirit.
    What is wonderful is that you were always and have now become ore clearly that very “lit angel” to which he refers.
    Thank you for blessing us.

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  4. Maureen McDermott Avatar
    Maureen McDermott

    Stillness, disturbance, beauty, wonder, change are captured not only in your delicate and refreshing watercolour, Liz, but also in your words and that of David Whyte in the poem. May we be alert to the challenges and the delights of nights and days. Thank you Liz.

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  5. ~liz Wessel Avatar

    Smile, yes it was surely an unusual and memorable night, that I can chuckle about now…

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  6. ~liz Wessel Avatar

    My apologies for not responding sooner, I am just circling back again to this most affirming and lovely gifting in return, Erie. Yes, the line that you have highlighted really resonates for me as well… so grateful, thank you!

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  7. ~liz Wessel Avatar

    Yes, our lives are always moving and we along with the currents, let us be humble, aware and ever accepting of the ebb and flows and the ever changing tides that carry us as we reach out to help each other along the way…

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